I know you think you see thru me cuz in many ways we are one in the same
Tho what you seem to forget is in many ways I am one of a kind
I don’t follow the status quo, in fact I’m generally inclined to move against the flow
Honestly if you’d actually hear me out, you might finally see what I’m talkin’ ’bout
Instead of judgment of others based on old facts, nothing new
Makes it really hard to find any other view
There are many angles at which you may assess a situation or person
Sometimes things get tangled, information askew, may become perversion
Just as there are many sides to a story, paths taken to get to the same destination can contrast drastically too
Empty all the pride, set aside all the glory, past: shakin’ like a game it all changes fast and so dramatically
What you see and what you hear are not often similar to the thoughts that fill my head
Who you be when you’re here might soften your climb into my bed
Tho what you think or calculate ain’t often that clear
Even when you show your work, you can still miss the mark dear
Sure I may let you pass
Oftentimes I just would rather not fight and attempt to forcefully tilt your head
Such a miniscule difference at times can tip the world on such an axis that it will make your head spin
I realize you’ve been played and hurt before and you think our similarities are somehow lost here
Tho found you are my dear
Like the key to your house being attached mysteriously to the one for your car
Open up maybe you don’t have to actually let me in but I’ll tell ya now, as if you don’t already know
The more you open up, the more truth you’ll find shown
Not merely my truth but the universal reality
The ultimate epiphany
Not discovered with the methods that are thought to be tried, tested and true
When assessing solutions take a chance once in a while and start it with a clear slate
Let the blanks remain without guestimated hypotheses
Wait to physically touch or see the answer on its own
I don’t want you to be vulnerable, just to be more aware of all the variables
Instead of colour by number, wait to stumble into a masterpiece
Release, let fumble, allow it to roll
Maybe you can cross this bridge without a toll
You may or may not know the greatest beauty sprouts from some of the darkest pains
If you look hard enough you may see the light inside this darkened place
Lighthearted laughter before the show, doesn’t have to equal disaster you know.
Look me right in the face and tell me to stay Only to turn and walk the other way?
Still I try and best believe I’ll try again, I will always get back up, I will always live again
This will never be the end
Tag Archives: Humor
Who the F*ck are You?
Time to take this world by storm
just wait till they see what i got in store
Fakes n phonies just thrown to the floor
That’s rite I’m at the plate n it ain’t dinner time, not commercial, industrial, nope not even coffee break
Imma crash down on em all so f*ckin hard you’ll feel thunder shake the earths core
Next comes lightning flash so brite ya lose sight
blinded, so now how u think you gonna fight?
My fame’s gonna spread like a bad rash
Albums passed ‘round like free cash
Everybody wants their piece of my sweet sweet pie
Guess what b*tches none of y’all were there
Not quite fair you didn’t see me n my inevitable fate
I bet sum people even getting a lil irate cuz ya just didn’t stack up
Now you’re claiming you’re rite there,
Like now your my back up?
Too good for me then, or just too f*ckin soup solid pretendin’ to be friends?
In reality you just had your backs up
You didn’t stand up when ya heard em talkin’ sh*t
That’s ok tho, that’s when I was busy writn’ this sh*t
News flash:
I don’t give a f*ck ‘bout you
Sure i did then, back when i thought you saw the power in me
Na, powerless more like what you thought of me
Instead you just tried taken advantage of me
Funny thing is:
Good things come to those who wait
Treatin’ me like lower class, trailer trash or better yet just 2nd rate?
Not once did you offer to clear your plate,
Banquet hall sittin’ in front of me then
Now you come to me wantin’ your just desserts?
Most of y’all ain’t gonna like it…
Mud pie extra worms
F*ck sum of you i’d pay to watch eaten ‘em while they squirm
You just laughed while u watched me fall
Well now how bout you try n uncry all those tears? Nope!
It’s exactly what you feared
This sleeping beauty just woke the f*ck up
Grabbed a Hoover n sucked her sh*t up
Many ppl who claim they knew me back when, they never knew me
N I aint givin’ another clue out for free
I was an open book to anyone who’d listen as I was trying to find myself
Now I remind myself, I did it by myself and I’d do it again
true i’ve f*cked up ain’t saying that’s why I’m proud
Everyone slips, sum stumble sometimes even crumble
Maybe just for now I forgot to be humble but nows my time to shine so I think it’s Okay…
act like you knew me?
WHO THE F*CK AM I TODAY?
©2014 Shavon Taylor
River Rock Walkin’
Down by the river pickin’ up some heart rocks
No music, just a few friends, even fewer talks
Serenity sensationally silencing, surprisingly
Lost in awe, thoughts contained, far from drained
Energy in fact picking up with the winds whim
Worries turn to wonders
While the wisdom washes away all cares
Nothing like the feeling of the crisp morning air
Chills to the bone like ripples around the crashing waves
Almost reminiscent of more youthful days
Soft soothing sloshing sounds slowly seeping in subconsciously
Finding myself reminding myself not to listen too intently
So easily I can get lost in my own thoughts
The mind almost begging for the change in the air to rub off
Hours can pass as quickly as the clouds
If I get caught in a daze
Sometimes it’s hard to see thru the misty morning haze
Even on some of the clearest days
©2014 Shavon Taylor @ Cloversallover.com
Changing Spots Don’t Stop
Stalled, distracted, annoyed yet not destroyed
Just a lil perturbed, no calls?
Won’t react let it all fall away instead and just take this time to play
Stressing and worrying
Debating and contemplating
STOP
In my head thoughts swirl while in my hair my finger twirls
BOUNCE
I’m ready to pounce
This kitty cat’s on the prowl
What sound will you stir from her, a pleasured purr or a playful growl
Will you give her creepy chills or will she show you her sneaky thrills
Either ways she’s quite a cheeky girl
She’s sleek and she’s slick
Quick quips slip from her lips
When you approach you’re unsteady and unsure
Will she let you pet her, are your intentions pure?
Does she really even care, who knows she might just take you right there
Duality for which she can’t be blamed
One side reserved and refined, the other just unruly, she’ll never be tamed
Which of her 9 lives will you have the pain or pleasure to endure?
Will you accept the challenge of this changeable cheetah?
If you wish to say yes, I do hope you’re sure
©2014 Shavon Taylor
Fantasized Fame
Fantasized Fame
Takin’ power from the ground, always in motion
This chick ain’t slowin’ down for no one
I’m bout to claim my crown and show these fools I’m not clownin’ around
Got the kinda energy none can master
They just can’t keep up with me, not that I’m even the one they’re after
I chase ’em down just for fun, love to watch ’em turn to run
Some people like games but I’m not one to be playin’ around
Y’all think I’m lost now that I’m finally found?
Tryin’ to turn this sh*t off ain’t
Sorry if now it seems I’m only tryin’ to please me
We may not be able to fool each other but we can fool ourselves easy enough
Every body’s got their story, the things they like to call rough
I’m not about to compare, I’d rather not see just how little you care
So much time I have spent helpin’ the hindered
Now that I’m lost no help left to be delivered You think I’m undeserving?
For me there seems to be less understanding
Watching my world crumble to the floor still I’m helpin’ the homeless to a door
Pickin’ up the shattered bits off the dizzying floor
Piecing them back together so they fit back in your frame
Finding time to clean up other’s messes I couldn’t even try to explain
Hang it back up on your wall
Catchin’ you right outta the sky, no more free fall
So you once again can reminisce on the good times and all that you once enjoyed
Helpin’ families find focus, yet I’m still unemployed
Can’t move ahead if I keep lookin back
I just wish I knew which cards to throw away in order to get the right ones from the stack
Gotta stay on track keep my focus on the main goal
Maybe try judging the pot against the toll
Can’t keep goin’ all in for all of you
It’s ’bout damn time I start thinkin’ bout me too
©2013 Shavon Taylor
7 Rules of Friendship
1. No matter what the situation or the opposition you are ALWAYS on your friend’s side
1b. Even if you are completely aware they are lying/wrong
1c. You can always find out their reasoning later
1d. If the opposition happens to be your significant
other please refer to one of the following clauses
"Chicks before d*cks" or "Bros before h*es"
2. If you hear one of my pretendafriends talkin’ negatively behind my back and you say nothing then or to me, you are now in the pretendafriend category and if I do hear it from a true friend you will be treated as such
3. If you can’t laugh with me, don’t laugh at me
4. If we haven’t talked in a while and it’s been even longer since we have seen each other, that does not lessen our bond, in fact I believe it only makes it stronger
5. If I look/sound like a complete idiot tell me so I can fix it don’t let me make it worse
5a. Please refer to #3
6. At any point in time if you feel you need me CALL ME, No matter where I am, who I’m with, what I’m doing (or suposed to be doing) I will be there for you NO MATTER WHAT
6a.I won’t say I expect te same from you (Expect nothing and you will never be disappointed)
6b.I will say real friends will not even bother aknowledging 6a. because we both know that’s for the pretendafriends
7. IF YOU CAN’T TAKE OR MAKE A JOKE GTFO!!
<3 You guys, no need for shout outs, if you find your self wondring if your name would be among the unmentioned list, maybe you should consider why you are unsure, then LET ME KNOW so we can work on our…
FRIENSHIP
ILOVE THAT SH*T
©2013 Shavon Taylor
All Anger Aside
Insanely infuriating at times when it seems I’ve completely lost my mind
Funny part is, it’s never my sanity I’m seeking, nope not what I’m trying to find
Just some insignificant object for some random project I’m doin’ just to kill time, fill the void
When that anxiety comes round I’m one you might actually want to avoid
It’s got nothin’ to do with you but I gotta let it out, or should I say take it out?
Either way I’m sure you’ll know what I’m talkin’ ’bout
So please just ignore it, or move along as I start to scream n shout, don’t take it personally
Whatever you do I only ask that you don’t point out the obvious or throw in your own sarcastic bitterness
That’s usually when my lil outbursts become a huge mess
I can’t…well won’t admit I’m wrong, not in the heat of the moment at least, that’s for damn sure
Silence I swear is the cure, hearing my own stupidity flung back at me
That unanswered accusation that usually makes no sense at all
Feelin’ a lil foolish and probably extremely embarrassed, I calm right down, and apologize real fast
See the truth is I am the best way to defeat me
Sayin that out loud even to me sounds so silly
Just know though truth is all I speak
I realized long ago it’s so not worth the work to keep up the lies
What’s the use in trying to hide?
Doesn’t it feel better to let everyone see what’s inside?
Wouldn’t life be that much easier if we all said exactly how we felt?
Better still exactly what we meant?
Things could be so incredibly different
Though it would help if more of us actually listened too
Maybe even did a lil more with our follow through
Hell, if that were the case I wouldn’t have to explain any of this to all of you
© 2013 Shavon Taylor