Down by the river pickin’ up some heart rocks
No music, just a few friends, even fewer talks
Serenity sensationally silencing, surprisingly
Lost in awe, thoughts contained, far from drained
Energy in fact picking up with the winds whim
Worries turn to wonders
While the wisdom washes away all cares
Nothing like the feeling of the crisp morning air
Chills to the bone like ripples around the crashing waves
Almost reminiscent of more youthful days
Soft soothing sloshing sounds slowly seeping in subconsciously
Finding myself reminding myself not to listen too intently
So easily I can get lost in my own thoughts
The mind almost begging for the change in the air to rub off
Hours can pass as quickly as the clouds
If I get caught in a daze
Sometimes it’s hard to see thru the misty morning haze
Even on some of the clearest days
©2014 Shavon Taylor @ Cloversallover.com
Tag Archives: Life
Forgotten Forest
I wonder if you seek your happiness in the same way I seek mine
With such cold calculation realizing there is none there to find
Saying with such pride “I’m ready to change”
In similarity do you too hide?
Afraid to accept a challenge, too timid to rise to your feet?
Too embarrassed and ashamed to ever admit defeat
“I’m in control of my life and what I say goes”
Somehow find it hard to shake that dreadful feeling that maybe you’re wrong
Or worse, maybe it shows
Hiding in anger for its so easy to find
All that’s needed is to press rewind Enough fuel to feed the fire and keep it burning hot
Haunted by the past even by some things you thought you forgot
You never know tho when they just might reappear
From the foggy forgotten forest, to the cripplingly crystal clear
That sad actuality that each cold and empty nite is exactly what you chose
Loneliness lingers longer than laughter
Especially when you feel it right down to your toes
©2014 Shavon Taylor CloversAllOver.com
Wild Smile
Isn’t it funny the way life twists and turns?
So unsure of all those who lurk around
Can every face I meet some how be impure?
I can’t help but notice the pressure, the weight on every set of shoulders I see
I wish there were a way for me to lift off that stress
To make it feel like all the worlds troubles just weighed less
Tho how would life look if we all floated around weightless
A world full of air heads who couldn’t care less?
To walk the journey without feeling the rain can you imagine?
What then would make us realize our worth?
For without struggle there would be no victories
No accomplishments, not a single thing would make sense
Still I’m stuck here seeing these upset faces,
These Ghosts that have taken conscience places
Blank stares, lost with no dreams
Still I beg of you how can I help?
For without conscience you won’t stop,
Without dreams you’ve no goals
Nothing to aim for
Nothing to push you that extra inch, or often that mile
The one and only thing I have found,
That makes even the smallest difference to the people standing on either side of the fence
Is a smile
My smile I swear has impossible powers
It’s as though those around me can’t help but to join me
No matter their current status, famed or feared
My smile is one to be revered
For a brief second everyone’s worries just disappear
If only for that quick hello, or head nod, even mere eye contact becomes some sort of smile contract
Love me or hate me you simply couldn’t stop the muscles if you tried
Don’t think you too can’t change the world in some small way too,
Simply be sincere with every smile and let your heart shine through
Watch as even the darkest souls smile back at you
©2014 Shavon Taylor CloversAllOver.com
Changing Spots Don’t Stop
Stalled, distracted, annoyed yet not destroyed
Just a lil perturbed, no calls?
Won’t react let it all fall away instead and just take this time to play
Stressing and worrying
Debating and contemplating
STOP
In my head thoughts swirl while in my hair my finger twirls
BOUNCE
I’m ready to pounce
This kitty cat’s on the prowl
What sound will you stir from her, a pleasured purr or a playful growl
Will you give her creepy chills or will she show you her sneaky thrills
Either ways she’s quite a cheeky girl
She’s sleek and she’s slick
Quick quips slip from her lips
When you approach you’re unsteady and unsure
Will she let you pet her, are your intentions pure?
Does she really even care, who knows she might just take you right there
Duality for which she can’t be blamed
One side reserved and refined, the other just unruly, she’ll never be tamed
Which of her 9 lives will you have the pain or pleasure to endure?
Will you accept the challenge of this changeable cheetah?
If you wish to say yes, I do hope you’re sure
©2014 Shavon Taylor
Aching Acres
Windless whispers
Rustling sound of hushed secrets
Lost in the dusk
That twilight hour Before night gives way to black darkness
The scariest time of all
Lone dew drop in a desert
The last chance of survival
Can’t let those big fish swallow you no
So small and insignificant you seem imaginatively
Immensely winding woods
Tightly knit forest of dreams
Thoughts pop to memories
New beginnings from sad endings
A fog has drifted, dispersed
Slowly slippin on this slope
Up about it all I will float
Looking down, wondering, hoping, considering
Change is in the breeze
Change no longer a disease
Shifting slightly, Walking, talking lightly
Letting it all just fall
This time it must work
This time I’ll find the answers to it all
©2014
Self Destruction Team?
“Together We Choose to Lose”
Please Heed My Warning
GREED:
The most common source of violence world wide, the single worst emotion grown by far too many, the incurable hunger without harvest, the one thing that can drive you to do anything; even that ONE thing you never thought you could do. It infects minds, inflicts pain, brews anger and hatred in a revolting stew of aggression mix it with passion and what you will find is a disgusting, disfigured, dysfunctional, demon that only aims to destroy us all.
BEWARE: FOR NONE ARE TRULY EVER SAFE FROM THE EMOTION MOST EQUATE TO NEED
©2014 Shavon Taylor
Put a Finnish to it, Canadian Babies Should go in Boxes!
I just read this article and it literally brought tears to my eyes!
“Why Canadian babies should sleep in cardboard boxes like Finnish babies do”-The Globe and mail
The fact that the government won’t cover maternity leave unless you have paid into E.I. is bad enough, but to look at the children in Canada and the national poverty crisis! How many expectant mothers don’t even bother to see a doctor before they have no choic? The incentive plan the finnish have put in action is quite clearly an effective one! Their message is a comforting and supportive one, a small guesture that says “You matter and so does our baby.” Yes OUR baby, that baby will grow in OUR country, be taught in OUR schools, follow OUR laws, and become an essential part of our community. Don’t we want OUR children to grow up in the same nurturing and healthy environmen? Don’t we want OUR children to proudly say “I am Canadian!”? Please help me tell the Canadian governement it’s time to stop attempting to hide our problems in the boxes they keep in the back on the top shelf and start putting babies in them, with love and care in hopes to help each and every one get the start at life they deserve!
Breakdown or Breakthrough
I get so incredibly frustrated because it feels like I’m running out of time
That and the fact that no matter how I try, I just can’t keep you off my mind
I’ve said I’ve let you go, but can’t bring myself to actually do it
You say you have no feelings for me, but I truly believe there’s much more to it
Driving me crazy as even the smallest sings you refuse to acknowledge
It’s so hard for me, living life precariously teetering on the edge
Mere moments from my next break, never knowing if it will be down or through
Funny thing is no matter which way I lean, it seems I’m always leanin’ on you
The one person who believed in me when no one else would
The only one to try to help me escape a world that you just never could
I’m not sure what you want from me, if anything at all
The one thing I do know is, you’re always there to help me up after every single fall
I can’t thank you enough for all you helped me through
I just wish there was a single thing in this world I wanted, more than I desire you
© 2013 Shavon Taylor CloversAllOver
Fantasized Fame
Fantasized Fame
Takin’ power from the ground, always in motion
This chick ain’t slowin’ down for no one
I’m bout to claim my crown and show these fools I’m not clownin’ around
Got the kinda energy none can master
They just can’t keep up with me, not that I’m even the one they’re after
I chase ’em down just for fun, love to watch ’em turn to run
Some people like games but I’m not one to be playin’ around
Y’all think I’m lost now that I’m finally found?
Tryin’ to turn this sh*t off ain’t
Sorry if now it seems I’m only tryin’ to please me
We may not be able to fool each other but we can fool ourselves easy enough
Every body’s got their story, the things they like to call rough
I’m not about to compare, I’d rather not see just how little you care
So much time I have spent helpin’ the hindered
Now that I’m lost no help left to be delivered You think I’m undeserving?
For me there seems to be less understanding
Watching my world crumble to the floor still I’m helpin’ the homeless to a door
Pickin’ up the shattered bits off the dizzying floor
Piecing them back together so they fit back in your frame
Finding time to clean up other’s messes I couldn’t even try to explain
Hang it back up on your wall
Catchin’ you right outta the sky, no more free fall
So you once again can reminisce on the good times and all that you once enjoyed
Helpin’ families find focus, yet I’m still unemployed
Can’t move ahead if I keep lookin back
I just wish I knew which cards to throw away in order to get the right ones from the stack
Gotta stay on track keep my focus on the main goal
Maybe try judging the pot against the toll
Can’t keep goin’ all in for all of you
It’s ’bout damn time I start thinkin’ bout me too
©2013 Shavon Taylor